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Chapter 5 - THE FOUNDATION AND THE FUTURE**

The next morning, I went to work.

My leg was stiff and bruised. My shoulder ached. But I was not going to let Trevor—or anyone else—keep me from what mattered.

The Sadi Voss Foundation occupied the top three floors of a downtown building that Roman had bought and renovated specifically for us. It was bright, open, filled with natural light and comfortable couches and women who had once been exactly where I had been.

Women who had been left. Women who had been hit. Women who had been told they were worthless.

We gave them housing. Job training. Counseling. Legal help. We gave them the tools to rebuild their lives, one small step at a time. We gave them what no one had given me when I needed it most—a hand up, not a handout.

I walked through the doors at nine o’clock, as I did every morning.

Maya, my program director, looked up from her desk and frowned when she saw my limp.

“What happened to you?” she asked, standing up. “You look like you got in a fight.”

“Something like that,” I said, smiling. “I’m fine. Just a run-in with the past.”

Maya had been one of our first clients. She had escaped an abusive marriage with two small children and nothing but the clothes on her back. Now she ran the entire foundation. She was fierce, brilliant, and unapologetic. She was also the only person besides Roman who could tell me I was being an idiot and get away with it.

“Past or not,” she said, handing me a folder, “you need to sit down. We have the quarterly board meeting in an hour. And the mayor’s office called. They want to announce a city-wide partnership with us next week. They’re offering us three new buildings for transitional housing.”

I took the folder, momentarily distracted.

“Three buildings?” I said. “That’s incredible. That means we can take another two hundred women off the streets.”

“Exactly,” Maya said. “But they want you to speak at the press conference. Live. On every local channel.”

My stomach did a small flip.

Public speaking had never been my strong suit. I had spent most of my life trying to be invisible. Standing in front of cameras and crowds still terrified me.

But then I thought of Trevor. Of the way he had kicked me to the floor and called me trash. Of the way he had thought I would always be the quiet, obedient girl who did what she was told.

Of the way he was currently sitting in a cheap motel room somewhere, filling out job applications for minimum-wage positions and realizing his old life was never coming back.

“I’ll do it,” I said.

Maya’s eyebrows lifted. “Really? No arguments? No three days of psyching yourself up?”

“Really,” I said. “I have nothing to be afraid of anymore. Not after yesterday.”

I sat down at my desk and opened the folder. But before I could read the first line, my assistant knocked on the door.

“Mrs. Voss?” she said. “There’s a man here to see you. Says his name is Trevor. Says it’s urgent.”

Maya’s head snapped up. Her hand went to the phone on her desk, already dialing security.

I held up a hand.

“Let him up,” I said.

Maya stared at me. “Are you insane? That man assaulted you yesterday. He could be dangerous. He could have a weapon—”

“Roman’s men are already in the building,” I said calmly. “Two of them are outside the door right now. Trevor won’t get within three feet of me if he so much as reaches into his pocket wrong. I want to hear what he has to say. I owe myself that much.”

Maya hesitated. Then she nodded reluctantly at my assistant.

Five minutes later, Trevor was shown into my office.

He looked terrible. Worse than he had at the mall. His suit was gone, replaced by wrinkled khakis and a faded button-down shirt that had seen better days. His hair was a mess. He had dark circles under his eyes. He had clearly not slept.

He stopped just inside the door, staring at the office—at the floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city, at the expensive furniture, at the photos of me and Roman on my desk.

The reality of what he had lost hit him all over again.

He looked at me. Then at the bandage peeking out from under my blouse sleeve. His face crumpled.

“Sadi,” he said. His voice was rough, hoarse. He took a step toward me. “Please. I just want to talk.”

I did not stand up. I stayed behind my desk, relaxed, confident. In control.

“Talk,” I said.

He ran a hand through his hair. He paced a small circle. He looked like he was about to crawl out of his skin.

“I don’t understand,” he said. “I don’t understand how any of this is real. Three years ago, you were waiting tables. You lived in a room that smelled like mold. You ate cereal for dinner because you couldn’t afford anything else. And now… now you’re married to Roman Voss. You run this… this empire. You’re on the news. People respect you.”

He stopped pacing and looked at me, his eyes wild.

“How?” he demanded. “How did you do it? Did you blackmail him? Did you threaten him? There’s no way a man like that just… falls in love with a girl like you. Not unless you had something on him. Not unless—”

“Stop.”

The word was quiet. But it cut through his rant like a knife.

Trevor’s mouth snapped shut.

“You still don’t get it, do you?” I said. I stood up slowly. I did not raise my voice. I did not need to. “You still think the only way a woman can have power or money or respect is if she steals it or manipulates a man into giving it to her. You still think I’m the same girl you left behind.”

I walked around the desk toward him. He flinched back, just a little.

“You want to know how I did it?” I said. “I worked. I worked harder than you have ever worked at anything in your entire life. I took the pain you gave me—the anger, the shame, the feeling that I was worth nothing—and I turned it into fuel. I built this foundation from nothing. I helped hundreds of women. And yes—Roman loved me. He loved me when I had nothing. He loved me before I had this office, before I had this foundation, before I had anything to give him. He loved me for me. Something you were never capable of doing.”

I stopped a few feet away.

“You came here today because you want something,” I said. “What is it, Trevor? Money? A job? A second chance? Spit it out.”

His shoulders slumped. All the anger drained out of him, leaving only desperation.

“I have nothing,” he whispered. “My bank accounts are still frozen. I can’t get a job anywhere in the city—every firm I call hangs up as soon as they hear my name. I’m staying in a motel by the airport. It costs seventy dollars a night, and I have eighty-three dollars left to my name. I’m going to be homeless by the end of the week.”

He looked up at me, and his eyes were wet.

“I’m begging you, Sadi,” he said. “Please. Just talk to him. Tell him to call off his dogs. Tell him to unfreeze my accounts. I’ll leave the city. I’ll go somewhere far away. You’ll never see me again. I swear. Just… don’t let me end up on the streets. Please.”

He actually knelt. On the floor of my office. In front of my desk.

I stared down at him.

Three years ago, I would have cried. I would have given him every dollar I had. I would have believed every word. I would have tried to fix him, to save him, to love him back to being the man I thought he was.

But that girl was dead.

I had watched her die in that roach-infested apartment, alone with sixty dollars and a broken heart.

And from her ashes, I had grown.

“Get up, Trevor,” I said. My voice was not cruel. It was just… final. “Get off my floor.”

He stood slowly, his face streaked with tears.

“I’m not going to ask Roman to do anything,” I said. “The situation you are in is exactly the situation you put me in three years ago. You left me with sixty dollars and nowhere to go. You left me to figure it out on my own. Now it’s your turn.”

I walked to my desk and opened a drawer. I pulled out a thick stack of papers—flyers, brochures, application forms. I held them out to him.

“These are resources,” I said. “Shelters. Job training programs. Food banks. The same resources we give to every woman who walks through our doors. They will help you. If you are willing to work. If you are willing to change. If you are willing to stop blaming everyone else for your problems and take responsibility for what you did.”

He stared at the papers like they were snakes.

“That’s it?” he said. His voice rose again, the desperation curdling back into anger. “You’re going to give me pamphlets? After everything I’m going through? You have hundreds of millions of dollars! You could write me a check for a hundred thousand and never even miss it! And you won’t? After everything we had? After all those years?”

“All those years,” I repeated. “You mean the years I worked two jobs to support you while you ‘found yourself’? The years you hit me when you were drunk? The years you cheated on me with half the women in our apartment building? The night you left me with nothing but a sticky note? Those years?”

I dropped the papers on the desk between us.

“You don’t get to rewrite history, Trevor,” I said. “You were never good to me. You were never even decent. You used me. You abused me. You threw me away when you were done. And now that the shoe is on the other foot, you come crawling back expecting me to save you?”

I leaned forward slightly.

“I am giving you the same chance I had,” I said. “No more. No less. Take the resources. Build a new life. Become a better man. Or don’t. That choice is yours. Just like it was mine.”

I nodded toward the door.

“Now get out of my office. I have work to do. And if you ever come here again without an appointment… I will let Roman do whatever he wants to you. And you know exactly what that means.”

Trevor stood there for a long moment, trembling with rage and humiliation. He looked at the papers. He looked at me. He looked at the two large men who had silently appeared in the doorway.

He grabbed the papers off the desk.

“You’ll regret this,” he spat. “You think you’re better than me? You think all this money and that monster you married makes you special? You’re still the same trash I left in that apartment. You’re just wearing nicer clothes now.”

He turned and stormed out. The door slammed behind him.

Maya appeared in the doorway a second later.

“Are you okay?” she asked.

May you like

I walked back to my desk and sat down. I picked up my pen.

“I’m perfect,” I said. And I meant it. “Absolutely perfect.”

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